Do you reward yourself? I sure as shit do!!

     So I of course believe in some motivation and what better motivation than buying something new for myself? I normally only buy new shit for my kids, because well I'm that mom who doesn't need anything. As long as my kids are taken care of, I don't need shit and that's just me, don't be hating. So every 5 pounds I try to get myself something even if its something small I do it. I don't believe in rewarding myself with food, I'm trying to change my lifestyle so just feeding myself with an ass ton of food doesn't help the path to get where I want to be! So I figured I'd share some of the stuff I have on my "reward myself list" and we are skipping ahead to what weight I have left to lose. Here we go....

• 40 pounds- New thug life shirt (best shirts ever so soft go check them out!)
• 45 pounds- New hair cut/color (hopeful this will happen while I'm in Kansas, my hair needs it!)
• 50 pounds- New outfit (pants, shirt, cute clothes and not more gym clothes)
• 55 pounds- Mani/Pedi (momma liveeessss for this!)
• 60 pounds- Another new thug life shirt (I basically live for them!)
• 65 pounds- Full body massage (I'll be over my half way mark, I'll deserve that shittt!)
• 70 pounds- Family day out, Dinner/Movie/Jump up whatever just family day out!
• 75 pounds- New tennis shoes ( I live for new tennis too!)
• 80 pounds- Eric has to cook/clean up dinner! (normally ends up being bubble up pizza)
• 85 pounds- New sports bra (my boobies are SHRINKING..)
• 90 pounds- New workout clothes (by then I'll be so itty bitty!!)
• 95 pounds- Mani/Pedi (Again who doesn't love a feet rub?)
• 100 pounds- New hair cut/color (last time was 55 pounds ago, its okay!)
• 105 pounds- Family day out (Same as above we love this!)
• 110 pounds- Date NIGHT (KID FREEEEEEE)
• 115 pounds- I honestly have no idea what I get here I'll probably shit myself!
• GOAL WEIGHT-SHOPPING SPREE with my mom, aunt and Shelby to get me new normal cute size human clothes!

       I actually really have no idea what I want my GOAL weight to be but every chart at my doctors office says somewhere between 130-170ish. Ideally Eric says 170, I really just want to look sexy as FUCK butt ass naked! I know I'm going to have loose skin, I had 2 csection, with over 100 pounds to lose and I don't even care I rather have loose skin than die to a heart attack because I'm obese!

So that's my list, do you reward yourself??